Saturday, August 13, 2011

Lover's Mob- Jerusalem as an Adulterous Wife

 “‘And you took your sons and daughters whom you bore to me and sacrificed them as food to the idols. Was your prostitution not enough? 21 You slaughtered my children and sacrificed them to the idols. 22 In all your detestable practices and your prostitution you did not remember the days of your youth, when you were naked and bare, kicking about in your blood.

“‘Woe! Woe to you, declares the Sovereign LORD. In addition to all your other wickedness, 24 you built a mound for yourself and made a lofty shrine in every public square. 25 At every street corner you built your lofty shrines and degraded your beauty, spreading your legs with increasing promiscuity to anyone who passed by. 26 You engaged in prostitution with the Egyptians, your neighbors with large genitals, and aroused my anger with your increasing promiscuity. 27 So I stretched out my hand against you and reduced your territory; I gave you over to the greed of your enemies, the daughters of the Philistines, who were shocked by your lewd conduct. 28 You engaged in prostitution with the Assyrians too, because you were insatiable; and even after that, you still were not satisfied. 29 Then you increased your promiscuity to include Babylonia,[c] a land of merchants, but even with this you were not satisfied.

 30 “‘I am filled with fury against you,[d] declares the Sovereign LORD, when you do all these things, acting like a brazen prostitute! 31 When you built your mounds at every street corner and made your lofty shrines in every public square, you were unlike a prostitute, because you scorned payment.

“‘You adulterous wife! You prefer strangers to your own husband! 33 All prostitutes receive gifts, but you give gifts to all your lovers, bribing them to come to you from everywhere for your illicit favors. 34 So in your prostitution you are the opposite of others; no one runs after you for your favors. You are the very opposite, for you give payment and none is given to you.

 35 “‘Therefore, you prostitute, hear the word of the LORD! 36 This is what the Sovereign LORD says: Because you poured out your lust and exposed your naked body in your promiscuity with your lovers, and because of all your detestable idols, and because you gave them your children’s blood, 37 therefore I am going to gather all your lovers, with whom you found pleasure, those you loved as well as those you hated. I will gather them against you from all around and will strip you in front of them, and they will see you stark naked. 38 I will sentence you to the punishment of women who commit adultery and who shed blood; I will bring on you the blood vengeance of my wrath and jealous anger. 39 Then I will deliver you into the hands of your lovers, and they will tear down your mounds and destroy your lofty shrines. They will strip you of your clothes and take your fine jewelry and leave you stark naked. 40 They will bring a mob against you, who will stone you and hack you to pieces with their swords. 41 They will burn down your houses and inflict punishment on you in the sight of many women. I will put a stop to your prostitution, and you will no longer pay your lovers. 42 Then my wrath against you will subside and my jealous anger will turn away from you; I will be calm and no longer angry.


Judgement on Jerusalum's Sins

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

From Kate to William

Judgment on Jerusalem’s Sins
 1 The word of the LORD came to me:
 2 “Son of man, will you judge her? Will you judge this city of bloodshed? Then confront her with all her detestable practices 3 and say: ‘This is what the Sovereign LORD says: You city that brings on herself doom by shedding blood in her midst and defiles herself by making idols, 4 you have become guilty because of the blood you have shed and have become defiled by the idols you have made. You have brought your days to a close, and the end of your years has come. Therefore I will make you an object of scorn to the nations and a laughingstock to all the countries. 5 Those who are near and those who are far away will mock you, you infamous city, full of turmoil.

Again the word of the LORD came to me: 24 “Son of man, say to the land, ‘You are a land that has not been cleansed or rained on in the day of wrath.’ 25 There is a conspiracy of her princes[b] within her like a roaring lion tearing its prey; they devour people, take treasures and precious things and make many widows within her. 26 Her priests do violence to my law and profane my holy things; they do not distinguish between the holy and the common; they teach that there is no difference between the unclean and the clean; and they shut their eyes to the keeping of my Sabbaths, so that I am profaned among them. 27 Her officials within her are like wolves tearing their prey; they shed blood and kill people to make unjust gain. 28 Her prophets whitewash these deeds for them by false visions and lying divinations. They say, ‘This is what the Sovereign LORD says’—when the LORD has not spoken. 29 The people of the land practice extortion and commit robbery; they oppress the poor and needy and mistreat the foreigner, denying them justice.

 “I looked for someone among them who would build up the wall and stand before me in the gap on behalf of the land so I would not have to destroy it, but I found no one. 31 So I will pour out my wrath on them and consume them with my fiery anger, bringing down on their own heads all they have done, declares the Sovereign LORD.”



Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Quantz Snake and Orange Monk

I've been on the street for a week.  Currently interested in location of Murdoch building- because I believe them interested in renovation ideas.

From last night to this morning, I had two dreams.

Last night I dreamed, there're a group of cartoon snakes. They have oval shape big head, and in different colours. There're 5-6 of them.

When I woke up, I believe those snakes mostly resembling the two snakes I saw in Uni SA building, that west campus of Mars Marketing Labolatory,( Mars episode ) which is in the 4th flour. Two snakes twine around each other like a World Health Organisation Symbol.

In my dream they were happy cartoon snakes, have big head. I suddnely got an impression, I was one of the snakes. The snake was very young and seemed to be a teen. She has fair skin and was playing an unfamilar Quantz Flute Concerto. But half the way, there come the news that one of them died, so all dissapeared , except the "me" Quantz snake. There was an aged man I knew among them, then that "me" hid in a toilet, and locked "myself" up. And that aged man had a look the lock, didn't enter and left.


This morning I saw suddenly I had a daughter. I was purchasing an orange leather bag from the store. A first bag, charged more expensive, but a second one was 10 dollars.  And I started to buy clothes for the daughter. She had blond hair, 7-8 years old. I bought only one style of long sleeve sport top, it was in pink and she tried on all colours of them. Then she said, don't you think it's better to match up with purple ? The last colour she tried on is violet.



As soon as I woke up, I immediately saw a monk in the library clothed in bright orange !!

These two look most like the bag I had bought. But I didn't see the little keys in the first one, thought that style is most similar.




The dream seemed to be the episode of a former daughter version, who has blond hair, about 2-3. but was rejected by me. I don't know how she has born to me and grow up like 7-8 years old. ( Or it means she can't live too long in her present life? )



Thursday, August 4, 2011

In the Name of Rose



Prince William lately seemed to be very addicted in renovation mania  ... from park, sports field , to his own bedroom.


Some renovations is currently  being done to Kensington Palace ,close the Hyde Park. The couple will possibly live there for just one year .

Depite this, serious renovations had to be done , including removing asbestos.

Duke and Duchess of Cambridge are expected to continue to have trouble with their status searching for a permanent home as a palace.








“‘Because they lead my people astray, saying, “Peace,” when there is no peace, and because, when a flimsy wall is built, they cover it with whitewash, 11 therefore tell those who cover it with whitewash that it is going to fall. Rain will come in torrents, and I will send hailstones hurtling down, and violent winds will burst forth. 12 When the wall collapses, will people not ask you, “Where is the whitewash you covered it with?”


 13 “‘Therefore this is what the Sovereign LORD says: In my wrath I will unleash a violent wind, and in my anger hailstones and torrents of rain will fall with destructive fury. 14 I will tear down the wall you have covered with whitewash and will level it to the ground so that its foundation will be laid bare. When it[b] falls, you will be destroyed in it; and you will know that I am the LORD. 15 So I will pour out my wrath against the wall and against those who covered it with whitewash. I will say to you, “The wall is gone and so are those who whitewashed it, 16 those prophets of Israel who prophesied to Jerusalem and saw visions of peace for her when there was no peace, declares the Sovereign LORD.”’




Ezekiel 17

Two Eagles and a Vine
 1 The word of the LORD came to me: 2 “Son of man, set forth an allegory and tell it to the Israelites as a parable. 3 Say to them, ‘This is what the Sovereign LORD says: A great eagle with powerful wings, long feathers and full plumage of varied colors came to Lebanon. Taking hold of the top of a cedar, 4 he broke off its topmost shoot and carried it away to a land of merchants, where he planted it in a city of traders.  5 “‘He took one of the seedlings of the land and put it in fertile soil. He planted it like a willow by abundant water, 6 and it sprouted and became a low, spreading vine. Its branches turned toward him, but its roots remained under it. So it became a vine and produced branches and put out leafy boughs.
 7 “‘But there was another great eagle with powerful wings and full plumage. The vine now sent out its roots toward him from the plot where it was planted and stretched out its branches to him for water. 8 It had been planted in good soil by abundant water so that it would produce branches, bear fruit and become a splendid vine.’
 9 “Say to them, ‘This is what the Sovereign LORD says: Will it thrive? Will it not be uprooted and stripped of its fruit so that it withers? All its new growth will wither. It will not take a strong arm or many people to pull it up by the roots. 10 It has been planted, but will it thrive? Will it not wither completely when the east wind strikes it—wither away in the plot where it grew?’”
 11 Then the word of the LORD came to me: 12 “Say to this rebellious people, ‘Do you not know what these things mean?’ Say to them: ‘The king of Babylon went to Jerusalem and carried off her king and her nobles, bringing them back with him to Babylon. 13 Then he took a member of the royal family and made a treaty with him, putting him under oath. He also carried away the leading men of the land, 14 so that the kingdom would be brought low, unable to rise again, surviving only by keeping his treaty. 15 But the king rebelled against him by sending his envoys to Egypt to get horses and a large army. Will he succeed? Will he who does such things escape? Will he break the treaty and yet escape?
 16 “‘As surely as I live, declares the Sovereign LORD, he shall die in Babylon, in the land of the king who put him on the throne, whose oath he despised and whose treaty he broke. 17 Pharaoh with his mighty army and great horde will be of no help to him in war, when ramps are built and siege works erected to destroy many lives. 18 He despised the oath by breaking the covenant. Because he had given his hand in pledge and yet did all these things, he shall not escape.
 19 “‘Therefore this is what the Sovereign LORD says: As surely as I live, I will repay him for despising my oath and breaking my covenant. 20 I will spread my net for him, and he will be caught in my snare. I will bring him to Babylon and execute judgment on him there because he was unfaithful to me. 21 All his choice troops will fall by the sword, and the survivors will be scattered to the winds. Then you will know that I the LORD have spoken.
 22 “‘This is what the Sovereign LORD says: I myself will take a shoot from the very top of a cedar and plant it; I will break off a tender sprig from its topmost shoots and plant it on a high and lofty mountain. 23 On the mountain heights of Israel I will plant it; it will produce branches and bear fruit and become a splendid cedar. Birds of every kind will nest in it; they will find shelter in the shade of its branches. 24 All the trees of the forest will know that I the LORD bring down the tall tree and make the low tree grow tall. I dry up the green tree and make the dry tree flourish.
   “‘I the LORD have spoken, and I will do it.’”



Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Wall of The Spirits

Today, I'm going to write for the spirits. It's not for the living people, so how it would really be, I don't really mind. But these spirits will understand. I see them there, three of them I knew, they are Jonah, Mark, and Micah, and there's more , a crew of them, at early time they were waiting like attending a music concert. As I started to talk in my own heart, they dispersed with content.

A few days ago, Jonah came to me, I heard him say " Don't forget me, don't forget me!" Why is that? I asked, but this voice had made me pinched in heart, as I remembered the moment my cat hidden in the bookshelf and followed me everywhere I went.  So then I heard him say " A red panda on treadmill, I want my things back to me!" In fact, I'm also shocked by him, and do not understand where his upset from. When I asked him what did he thought I was? I saw a Red Little Cap in the forest, with an insect net in left hand, and a folded black umbrella in right hand. When I asked him what did he thought himself like, I saw a very tall white mushroom , as tall as a high tree, tangled in spider webs, but open like a white umbrella. It's so funny, when I tried to hug him so as to console him, he always ran up to my shoulder.



I remember the first time my little Jinni came to me, he as my cat, should as "her", said " it's yours, it's all yours."  We had an agreement with the god, if he could overcome what's in the past life, then she will come to me as a son. So when Jonah was satisfied with his own work, he came as an infant, but when he had problem or less confident she's a cat. Sometimes she's a black panther or a young tiger. It's just how she feels about himself >.<

You know sometimes, myself is sad, that's when I realise some of my work was actually done by Jonah, Jonah would recall some of my past experiences start with" I...."  You see he's such a music angel, that I myself will be proud if his work was mine. And I wonder, even if I felt in such way, what about the others. The phantom was suffering simply because he's too talented, that one may just have such driven desire to possess everything he made. So I told him, although you said all mine, you are mine too, but think of your next life, you'd better always keep such a line, to mark your work as yours. But how can you do that? So Jonah started to make wallpapers,  a list of all the work he has done.

When Jonah was confident, I , managed to encourage myself , told him that she may come back to me , if she still has problem unable to sort out. Such hesitation, because I could not suffer any more so I kicked her away.  But the god had made an exclusive chapter for her in the Bible.

That night some unknown unusual sadness came to me, and I heard Jonah in the music, he was using elements of mine. That day I tried to recall what did I use to compose before. There's also a second I heard a snare drum solo which I thought about in my brain at daytime. So then I said," Jonah, you have something talk to me? Let's find time to talk. "

So in the darkness of the night, endless unknown sadness overcame me, yet somehow it's a very musical mood itself. I aware that Jonah had came back to me. His sadness is very different from that of mine. Myself is of good control. But his was such a suffering that I once scared about.  So then after such impulse of  emotion, I said to Jonah,  let me work that out for you and then answer you. At this time, I saw the DVD machine flashes" Off" , then myself calm down.

From deep in the realm of the dead I called for help,
   and you listened to my cry.
3 You hurled me into the depths,
   into the very heart of the seas,
   and the currents swirled about me;
all your waves and breakers
   swept over me.
4 I said, ‘I have been banished
   from your sight;
yet I will look again
   toward your holy temple.’
5 The engulfing waters threatened me,[b]
   the deep surrounded me;
   seaweed was wrapped around my head.
6 To the roots of the mountains I sank down;
   the earth beneath barred me in forever.
But you, LORD my God,
   brought my life up from the pit.



The second day of Flannelette's accident , I felt such vengeance, that I would hardly think and concentrate. I found myself holding two blue pens in both of my left hand and right hand. My thong was suddenly broken,
and I was barefoot.

Micah

Because of this I will weep and wail;
   I will go about barefoot and naked.
I will howl like a jackal
   and moan like an owl.
9 For Samaria’s plague is incurable;
   it has spread to Judah.
It has reached the very gate of my people,
   even to Jerusalem itself.

Inevitably, I started to think about this matter. This is how I generally did to balance myself over impulses. That day I found out state car insurance green slip policy has surpassed federal law, and is responsible for increasing car accidents, as it guarantee the drivers free from responsibility in car accidents. So as a logical result, I secretly worried about the moles in their own team.

This script told me that the real composer of the band is the guitarist Mick, but not the vocal- Matt Campbell who's the driver at time of the accident and was the only one not hit...( strange he's used word "place" same as my writing plan of the day, but it's for the spirits  ...) ,


Then my vengeance started to ease away, and I could hardly believe that was my own emotion- it's just so rock and roll.  In the middle of the noisy road, I found a piece of paper " HUDS" on a " Keep Left " signal silently.

( also see  HUDUS and check HUD homes )


Last time I saw Mark, the hanged Mark was back to his state of silence, trying hard to hold his tears. It was written on the last TAB slip from Mark when he was confident.


YOU CAN EVEN BET EACH WAY BY MARKING IN BOTH THE WIN AND PLACE BOXES





                                    Mark Campbell, Tyler and Mick
                            

Now as spirits gathered, I have words for them, for each of them equally seeking for their place. And when I'm gone, they would come to help.So do not ignore their signals.

For Jonah, my attitude is somehow contradictory. Jonah's latest work is a new song in a cage, don't you worry about this? he asked...

Jonah's music is of such emotional power . Such a treasure in music however could be such a torture to the individual. So I wondered if any change means destroying the treasure? But eventually I decide, with such a genuine heart, whatever he does, cry or laugh, he will be a treasure. So we can hear him laugh soon...

In the case of Jonah as Erik, the phantom of opera, I said, sometimes people were cheated as they were too dedicated to others, for love or approval, so they give without calculation, but often the result is  disappointing, or hurting. So that I suggest it's very important for everyone to know what they love to do, so that they don't depend on anyone else for their happiness . Then one is able to keep themselves objective, and will be less easy to be cheated. Knowing what is right and what is wrong regardless the comment of others, is very important - this is a very Taoism view.

With all the rest, I , more or less have a few word of blame. I always think they could handle the situation better. They are careless or lack of understanding in situations. But in the other hand, who is ever perfect in knowing everything?

Without the death of Mark, we may not be able to really research on the holes in booking, or we may never able to find it? Hasn't the example reach me earlier, that I didn't aware how serious the situation was? Then , in the other hand, how can we blame them for universal deficiency?

How did I wish Mick could be calmer or have bit more understanding of my green policy , or he could go further , instead of over tortured by win and loss at a time. I secretly blame him, if he had faith, he should not mind loss in short time... But in the other hand, we also secretly celebrate that achievement and breakthrough, and the quality of people sometimes produce unwelcome insult or even murder, which of us can control?

But in the other hand, knowledge is boundless, and we all learn from being ignorant. Yet , there's one thing very precious about them, is the heart , that is genuine like pure gold . So in art, whatever the shape they are, this is enough to gain them a position. Each of them is important, in reality, they are important warriors standing in most important intersection. Each of them had saved lives of thousands !! It is very true. I said, in art, you will forever have your position for you are genuinely precious !! In fact,  heart is also the only thing I'm looking for in reality whatever how people are shaped.

In fact, among these sacrificed people, you do see such determination for a worthy principle surpass a lot trivial calculation of many living being- like noise pollution, who yet still have their days to come...like dust in the end...

... seemed to be  life aesthetics itself...