Reincarnation

Maomao became an image with me when I fought for merely a licence to fight , in those heated debates. I established myself through  "theoretical basis"  in Taoism suggested by my dream , to fight against 'Catholics,' as it gives the order of virtue :

Manner is the lowest virtue in five grades. Without all the other virtues above them, among which,  the highest-  evolution of nature, manner is chaos only. I knew I could not run away from troubles, as they automatically sought me.The seek for justice had become such a burning desire .  A voice in my heart was louder than ever " Let me fight ! Let me fight- for the highest! "

The clones of Sarah was still fighting for the grace of manner. It's always more attractive than the sound of trumpet.

A desolate me farewell to the old city, and came to the city in the south, my station. Not interested to look back,  I said " the universe will tell."

I dreamed  carrying a cage with two cats,  Maomao and  a smaller white cat, to a boarding accommodation, like magician school. I dreamed walking through basement , spiral stairs , saw blocked stairs and hidden from someone. The state library has the atmosphere of Harry Potter. I walked alone straight in, and fetched randomly a book - The Banker by Leslie Wallis. Randomly a page and read on ,  Mr Palmer and Mrs Palmer...


I secretly asked "where's my cat now?"   -It's  Sep, 2008, time of mysterious panther, shark virgin birth , and a wonder of fireball in the sky.

In Blue Mountains , a crew from Perth-based storyteller productions was in attempt to film or trap the mysterious black cat that had plagued Sydney's west and north-west for decades ,  including Richmond, Grose Vale, the Hawkesbury and Lithgow to produce documentary about the possible existence of panthers  in NSW.

Sep 2008, Alice Spring.  People saw a bright fire ball one night , sparkled across the sky, and they felt the shake of the earth .  The area was Wallace Community, The street - Herman.  The news was censored under Prime Minister at the time , Kevin Rudd.  Why it's censored ??


Also Sep, a phantom cat appeared in Lithgow , Blue Mountain, New South Wales :


     "NSW Premier Nathan Rees believes something big and furry is roaming Sydney's west.Despite a lack of firm evidence, Mr Rees no longer thinks stories of big cats such as a black panther stalking western Sydney are just an urban myth....a western Sydney woman had written to him with a database of around 600 people who have supposedly sighted a big cat in Sydney's outer suburbs..."

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The Holy Spirit Comes at Pentecost
 1 When the day of Pentecost came, they were all together in one place. 2 Suddenly a sound like the blowing of a violent wind came from heaven and filled the whole house where they were sitting. 3 They saw what seemed to be tongues of fire that separated and came to rest on each of them. 4 All of them were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues[a] as the Spirit enabled them.
 5 Now there were staying in Jerusalem God-fearing Jews from every nation under heaven. 6 When they heard this sound, a crowd came together in bewilderment, because each one heard their own language being spoken. 7 Utterly amazed, they asked: “Aren’t all these who are speaking Galileans? 8 Then how is it that each of us hears them in our native language? 9 Parthians, Medes and Elamites; residents of Mesopotamia, Judea and Cappadocia, Pontus and Asia,[b] 10 Phrygia and Pamphylia, Egypt and the parts of Libya near Cyrene; visitors from Rome 11 (both Jews and converts to Judaism); Cretans and Arabs—we hear them declaring the wonders of God in our own tongues!” 12 Amazed and perplexed, they asked one another, “What does this mean?”
 13 Some, however, made fun of them and said, “They have had too much wine.”
Peter Addresses the Crowd
 14 Then Peter stood up with the Eleven, raised his voice and addressed the crowd: “Fellow Jews and all of you who live in Jerusalem, let me explain this to you; listen carefully to what I say. 15 These people are not drunk, as you suppose. It’s only nine in the morning! 16 No, this is what was spoken by the prophet Joel:
 17 “‘In the last days, God says,
   I will pour out my Spirit on all people.
Your sons and daughters will prophesy,
   your young men will see visions,
   your old men will dream dreams.
18 Even on my servants, both men and women,
   I will pour out my Spirit in those days,
   and they will prophesy.
19 I will show wonders in the heavens above
   and signs on the earth below,
   blood and fire and billows of smoke.
20 The sun will be turned to darkness
   and the moon to blood
   before the coming of the great and glorious day of the Lord.
21 And everyone who calls
   on the name of the Lord will be saved.’[c]


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In the mythical tale, a phoenix, after hundreds years living, burns itself into ashes, then reborn and rise again from it. Pheonix, is firstly, a warlord.

I see as promised, a new-born kitten .A Qilin.

Sometimes I blamed the secret calculation of the little beast, if he initiated the hunger strike just for me to come, as I saved him the first time? But all I could do was illusion before it, to comfort.

Had he wished becoming a much bigger cat a stronger beast, as he ever blamed his weakness? Has he ever desired freedom as he watched through windows down to garden and birds, people and vehicle? These are what I didn't know.

And thought of these, I bust into tears.


In the new life, people are to fulfil the wish from the past life, collect their debt. This is reincarnation in Buddhism. Despite the fading of body, spirits live for ever and ever. Not only there's a karma in the circle of life, there's a arrangement from the god to learn new knowledge required from past lives.

- Sign of Jonah.

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 4 “I tell you, my friends, do not be afraid of those who kill the body and after that can do no more. 5 But I will show you whom you should fear: Fear him who, after your body has been killed, has authority to throw you into hell. Yes, I tell you, fear him. 6 Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7 Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.

22 “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear. 23 For life is more than food, and the body more than clothes. 24 Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn; yet God feeds them. And how much more valuable you are than birds! 25 Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to your life[b]? 26 Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest?

Watchfulness
    35 “Be dressed ready for service and keep your lamps burning, 36 like servants waiting for their master to return from a wedding banquet, so that when he comes and knocks they can immediately open the door for him. 37 It will be good for those servants whose master finds them watching when he comes. Truly I tell you, he will dress himself to serve, will have them recline at the table and will come and wait on them. 38 It will be good for those servants whose master finds them ready, even if he comes in the middle of the night or toward daybreak. 39 But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what hour the thief was coming, he would not have let his house be broken into. 40 You also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him.”
 41 Peter asked, “Lord, are you telling this parable to us, or to everyone?”
 42 The Lord answered, “Who then is the faithful and wise manager, whom the master puts in charge of his servants to give them their food allowance at the proper time? 43 It will be good for that servant whom the master finds doing so when he returns. 44 Truly I tell you, he will put him in charge of all his possessions. 45 But suppose the servant says to himself, ‘My master is taking a long time in coming,’ and he then begins to beat the other servants, both men and women, and to eat and drink and get drunk. 46 The master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour he is not aware of. He will cut him to pieces and assign him a place with the unbelievers.

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